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Thursday, May 14, 2009
C'est La Vie

It's annoying and disheartening to feel that that who you thought would be the only one to get you...doesn't.

It's because I'm insecure, that's why my arguements can be set aside and be criticized instead of understood. You know that feeling? It's fuckin' frustrating!! Dammit!

For the record, I just wanna set things straight..

You don't make an appeal when you don't even have an ace up your sleeve. You nag that there're these crap you gave...but I didn't even benefited in those! Five freakin' months and still nothing. I asked several times....but what about those new blood, did they have to ask that many times? Why bother placing a caste, does that mean I don't perform as well? Despite my achievements? I was due for that, but you froze it. And now you even want to get what's not even yours? Good God I have the law to protect me!

If the whole freakin' world is a communism, then maybe I'd allow you to get a way with this. But with so little that's being given to me, NO FREAKIN' WAY! It's a simple matter of lifestyle, if you can manage to live the way I do, then, only then, can I reconsider. Don't tell me that you've got a big burden to bear. Because there is no bigger burden that to always be on the receiving end. Always listening, never talking. Always being silenced and criticized everytime you pour your emotions out - something, which I may add, is very rare...and may never happen again.

I seek understanding...I get criticisms...I come back with healthy arguements...I get irritation. Cassandra? I feel for you dear!

I don't need someone to keep nagging me "It's my fault", I've got my mother for that. I don't need a "Devil's Advocate", I just need understanding...I'm not insecure...just...frustrated...


Posted at 02:29 pm by abaddon
Speak Up!  

Full Name: Don Sedrick C. See
Nicks: Don, Donsee, Drix, Cedi
OL Used Nicks: ABadDoN, Drixsee, Don
Birthdate: November 5, 1987
Zodiac Signs: Scorpio, Rabbit
Religious Preference: Partial Atheist, Partial Agnostic, Partial Buddhist
Schools Attended: St. Michaels, CKSC, DLSU-M
BS Course: CS-ST
On 'Abaddon':

"...And they had a king over them, which is the angel of the bottomless pit, whose name in the Hebrew tongue is Abaddon, but in the Greek tongue hath his name Apollyon...."

- Bible-NT: Revelations 9,11

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 75%
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 55%
Robin
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Batman
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Superman
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